Truthfully. There are nights you wish you were too drunk or hell, drugged, to remember them.
I, however, last night, and to my misfortune, was quiet sober.
1. The one drunk however, was Alexia, who, I swear, almost forgot her name. Not only was she talking some nonsense over and over, but she was swearing. Alexia? Swearing? That was quiet a surprise, if not an imminent turn on. I drive her to one of my "spots", where I usually take girls I just want to fuck in the car and then leave home. Those are relaxing places, where no one bothers each other. There, she starts talking about how hard her life is, and that being popular is a very 'fucking' hard job. I have to admit, half through it, I was in shock, caught off guard. I hadn't expected her to think that way. She was talking about her misfortunes and imperfections... and I gotta give it to the girl, she was hell ass drunk, but it still reached me. Suddenly, I was kissing her, next moment I was pushing her into the car's seat. I was reaching my pocket, slowly retreiving the condom. I pictured myself in her, how it would feel, how she would moan.....
... until she said something about "Taco Bell". That ringed my OWN inner bell "She's drunk". And it would be her first time... I couldn't just take her there and then leave her home, and knowing myself, scratch her out because she had been succesfully fucked. It's different with her.
Then she fainted on me. Great. I took her to the hospital, where her Uncle managed to wake her up. After that it was pretty rocky. I just took her home, left her there and went to my own house. I was shocked at my own words "You can bet on it I will fuck you, but not today." After driving for a bit I refreshed my head.... was I really so high on her that I was even able to forget that she's my parent's best friends' daughter?
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2. Other than that.... let me tell you a little story. There was this guy, who spent all his life in love with my mom. When my mom married my dad and they had KIDS together, the guy finally got the message and moved along. But everyone knows my mom is his weakest spot, even if my mom's eyes only sparkle for my dad and viceversa. The guy moves on, he has his family, and don't get me wrong, he's an extraordinary man, with vision, and patience, and whatever the fuck you want to add here. I just don't like him: I never had and never will. Maybe it's genetics. Whatever. He got married...had a kid. A kid, who, by the way, annoys the hell out of me all the time for just existing. Anyways... this kid... whose name HAPPENS to be Daniel, is one of the school's 'hunks'. I have to see him most of the time, because he just HAPPENS to be the Student Council Vice President. In terms of popularity, he and Ryan are likely to be MY sucessors. Why, oh why, would I hate him so much? I just bloody fucking do, okay?
So....................................
You have Jacqueline Marie, who is a brilliant girl, but with a notch of doing things people don't quite expect from her. She's beautiful... I swear I've seen men in school SWOON when she goes by. I walk behind her, straightening them up. Then again, I don't need to do this, because she has quite the temper and can put any man right where they belong. It's the basic reason why she's not hounded by them.
She's a little treat of a person. She's pro-activist, smart, and playful. She'll go to all these activities and fund raising opportunities, and she'll smile at anyone, buy them, just so that they give something. She's in the center of every big activity being raised. One twirl of that hair and someone is bound to donate 100 dollars (hell, maybe her persuasion skills is what we need in the Student Council to raise some money). Point is, she can convince anyone to do anything. Her own personal motto is "revolutionize the society". She studies and reads and creates.... Sometimes I'm willing to sit down, leave all my activites, just to listen to one of her recently hatched up plans. In school, she's not popular. She's just not. She's too smart and 'socially preoccupied' to be part of the popular circle of girls. She's not interested in making boys fall at her feet, she rather have a serious relationship and call it off when necessary. Jackie might not know it, but I admire her, just like half the men at school admire her, but think she's serious and not the 'fuckable type', but secretly know they would love to date her. That's how it works. She's TRULY A "JACKIE", not a "MARILYN".
And then my father goes and opens his big mouth. "Actually I like it that she's shallow [talking about Alexia] would do you some good to be a TEENSY bit more shallow Jackie, but just a TIIIIINY bit"
I understood him, and my mom, who's been married to him for nearly 20 years now understood him, but Jackie wasn't exactly quiet understanding about the subject, though I DID try to explain what he meant. He DOES have a point (or maybe I just think too much like him)... but... at the same time I understand her too.
Rink Reinard, is Jacqueline Marie's adoration. I can bet half the things she does is just to see her father smile... a TIIIIINY bit. But. Nonetheless.... under those pretty french features, and that "I'm an angel" face, lies a character that... I'd just step away from under infuriated circumstances. "Shallow" in Jackie's world, is the voice of insult and the cause of every possible evil in this planet. She hates shallow people, though she hides it perfectly. I know how she feels, and probably am the only person to know about this because I'm her brother.
She basically can't stand Alexia, though she will, just for the heck of family (and because she's secretly always had a crush on Tony). She hides it perfectly well. Though I'm starting to think Alexia is growing into her, because the other night Jackie even climbed a balcony to get Alexia out of trouble.
Still, we're teenagers, though I'm almost an adult. You need to handle us with extreme care, I thought Dad would know this by now, since I wasn't exactly an easy going teen. Jackie is a blessing next to me.
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SO... TO MY POINT.
Last night, I arrive to MY HOUSE, and I SEE JACQUELINE MARIE MAKING OUT with DANIEL. Oh no, NOT JUST MAKING OUT, his TONGUE WAS NEARLY DOWN HER THROAT and she was PRESSED against the wall as if he'd JUST TAKE HER RIGHT THERE, IN THE ENTRANCE OF MY HOUSE.
And that's not the worst part.... apparently THEY'RE DATING. OF ALL THE PEOPLE... IN THE STUPID WORLD.... WHY HIM!?! Oh, she says she likes him, and that she can do whatever the fuck she wants, but that PISSES me of even more. THAT ASSHOLE could do ANYTHING to my SISTER!? I've SPENT half my life protecting her from ASSHOLES and here she comes with the biggest one of them all! AHHHHHHHHH!!
My mom's been talking to her a lot: oh mind you, my mother is a hornball, I'm SURE she's not telling her to stop dating or leave him or anything. She's probably trying to appease her daughter and at least get her to the point where they talk everything among themselves (which they always happen to do). I could hear them GIGGLING last night, which just served to piss me further off.
She has a beautiful voice too. In this activity at the convention center, where she wants my band to play, she's singing.
WHY... WHY DANIEL?
Not only that, she refuses to talk with ME or DAD. With me because we had a huge fight, with dad, because, and this I heard:
"I'm not shallow enough to speak to daddy... Rest assured, when I AM, I'LL give him a hug."
This is my infamous sister (and her soon to be dead boyfriend, I even fixed his picture a bit, so he would look more like I want him)
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