"But it's better if you do"

I think I've had three girlfriends inside one girl.

I just read her blog and I'm really confused. Really. Me. Completely and totally confused. I don't know where exactly I stand or what exactly has happened. Whatever is really happening, it's cool. I mean... If she was a bitch deep inside plotting revenge, that's actually pretty interesting: exciting, in fact.

I don't know. Something keeps drawing me in, and I think I'm too much inside to want out.

I could write a song about all this, could become famous; I'll talk to mom, maybe she can record it and then I'll be famous.

But damn, maybe I'll just go to sleep for today. It's like another person is inside my body; and it's better to let it take over as I drift to another plane. I'm just not myself today.

And yet, as I close my eyes... her scent returns to me. A scent of sugar or spice?

I have yet to really determine.

A series of unfortunate events

The Fair.-

It was a total success. Almost everyone went, everyone doing their activities, we made a lot of money. I think Ryan is currently swimming on the amount of money we made. I was surprised when I saw Alexia performing, instead of actually doing the kissing booth she was assigned to do. I don't know what's that girl's problem with seeking attention. But, in the end, her actions did benefit us all. Around the school, some rumors began to circle, that there would be a big "SURPRISE". A while after Alexia sang, we actually uncovered the surprise.

Christina Aguilera sang a while after Alexia. Courtesy of OVERDOSE RECORDS mind you. She and my mom are good friends apparently. Though many people say she's indifferent and mean, I find Christina quite enchanting. She's very hot, that's for sure. She gave her performance and people were screaming and throwing things, and we had to get hoses to throw water, it was very fun. And then, I asked her to join me in the kissing booth. I took the second half of the men's kissing booth. First was Tony, then I replaced him. And she was next to me (What a woman!). Surprising how she did it, and she was having fun. Well, we were all having fun.

Mom told Christina that Alexia was a big fan, as had been obvious. So Christina even gave her an autograph and a picture. I got to guide her back to the car. Sexy woman indeed. Who wouldn't want to taste the sugar below HER waste?

Anyways.

The fair was a success. I enjoyed throwing teachers into tanks of water (some volunteered), I got to play with my band, and well, the kissing booth was actually pretty interesting.

Alexia.-

To be completely honest, I really asked myself whether I should write about her in my blog or not. I didn't know if I had to give her the importance, she gives herself plenty importance already. I think the chick is completely screwed up. She needs a dick... URGENTLY, male readers, she's crying out and being extremely obivous about it. Someone fuck her and shut her up already. I don't understand how someone can be so melodramatic and selfish.

And yet, I feel pity towards her, she tries so hard to say just how many things she is, and tries to shout out to the world all that she has, and all I can think is how little secure she is. She just needs to cry out for attention. I heard Kendra and Allison whispering something about her; some friends THEY are.

And then Alexia doesn't realize, she's just like the newest line of clothing, one's she's worn out she's thrown out. And her drama and her need to be in front of everyone's faces is getting to people. I feel sorry, she doesn't seem to realize that everyone is starting to feel she's just going down.

I hope she does become a model or something... anything that will finally give that girl some piece of mind: she really needs it. She's gotta be bipolar or something.

Monopoly.-

My Mom is paying 1000 bucks to the person who can beat my dad at monopoly. Actually, it started because no one can beat my dad at the game. Finally, Jackie and I decided to play against him. I was out of the game in no time. Jackie was actually beating him, until she fell into the most expensive spot where he had an Hotel and she lost.

I think the one person who could beat him would be Ryan. That should be interesting.

Relationships.-

I'm almost leaving for college, I don't think I'll go steady with any girl. I've hosted two parties so far and it's been real nice: friends have come by, we've drank our hearts out. Life is good.

Daniel and I are getting along, :) Now that I know his hands are off my sister, we're good friends.

Maybe you're not destined to achieve greatness, but just being great

I'm fucked.

No. Really. Screwed.

I gave Alexia her first kiss... what an honor. So, we're dancing and we're making out, and her party is this huge success, and as I'm used to doing, I tell her we should go to a more private space. Translation: "Let's fuck". Yeah, well, she probably missed the sex 101 class. We run behind stage, make out some more...

Suddenly she starts asking me all these silly, typical women questions:

"Do you like me? Like really really really?" and as a good man, I'm answering positive to all of these. Regularly, these are 'tunnel questions', you see the light, once you're out. Therefore, keep going, answer everything 'yes' and then just get THERE.

BIG NO NO... It doesn't work with EVERY girl... (just works on normal women).

I should've known Alexia would be different. I become her "official" boyfriend. And what do I realize right after? HAHA... she won't have sex until 17..... That's a year from now...

A year- 12 months- 48 weeks- 365 days.....

What a good joke, eh?

It would be good if IT WERE A JOKE. I'm stuck with Alexia... wanting to get into her pants, wanting to screw her senseless, but nonetheless hating the 'no sex' part. I'm 18! How the hell do you expect an 18 year old male NOT to have sex?

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Mom, Dad, Jackie and I are going out for dinner. Maybe I'll have some time to relax there. Ironically, family time relaxes me.

"If bullshit was music, that fellow would be a brass band"

Truthfully. There are nights you wish you were too drunk or hell, drugged, to remember them.

I, however, last night, and to my misfortune, was quiet sober.

1. The one drunk however, was Alexia, who, I swear, almost forgot her name. Not only was she talking some nonsense over and over, but she was swearing. Alexia? Swearing? That was quiet a surprise, if not an imminent turn on. I drive her to one of my "spots", where I usually take girls I just want to fuck in the car and then leave home. Those are relaxing places, where no one bothers each other. There, she starts talking about how hard her life is, and that being popular is a very 'fucking' hard job. I have to admit, half through it, I was in shock, caught off guard. I hadn't expected her to think that way. She was talking about her misfortunes and imperfections... and I gotta give it to the girl, she was hell ass drunk, but it still reached me. Suddenly, I was kissing her, next moment I was pushing her into the car's seat. I was reaching my pocket, slowly retreiving the condom. I pictured myself in her, how it would feel, how she would moan.....

... until she said something about "Taco Bell". That ringed my OWN inner bell "She's drunk". And it would be her first time... I couldn't just take her there and then leave her home, and knowing myself, scratch her out because she had been succesfully fucked. It's different with her.

Then she fainted on me. Great. I took her to the hospital, where her Uncle managed to wake her up. After that it was pretty rocky. I just took her home, left her there and went to my own house. I was shocked at my own words "You can bet on it I will fuck you, but not today." After driving for a bit I refreshed my head.... was I really so high on her that I was even able to forget that she's my parent's best friends' daughter?

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2. Other than that.... let me tell you a little story. There was this guy, who spent all his life in love with my mom. When my mom married my dad and they had KIDS together, the guy finally got the message and moved along. But everyone knows my mom is his weakest spot, even if my mom's eyes only sparkle for my dad and viceversa. The guy moves on, he has his family, and don't get me wrong, he's an extraordinary man, with vision, and patience, and whatever the fuck you want to add here. I just don't like him: I never had and never will. Maybe it's genetics. Whatever. He got married...had a kid. A kid, who, by the way, annoys the hell out of me all the time for just existing. Anyways... this kid... whose name HAPPENS to be Daniel, is one of the school's 'hunks'. I have to see him most of the time, because he just HAPPENS to be the Student Council Vice President. In terms of popularity, he and Ryan are likely to be MY sucessors. Why, oh why, would I hate him so much? I just bloody fucking do, okay?

So....................................

You have Jacqueline Marie, who is a brilliant girl, but with a notch of doing things people don't quite expect from her. She's beautiful... I swear I've seen men in school SWOON when she goes by. I walk behind her, straightening them up. Then again, I don't need to do this, because she has quite the temper and can put any man right where they belong. It's the basic reason why she's not hounded by them.

She's a little treat of a person. She's pro-activist, smart, and playful. She'll go to all these activities and fund raising opportunities, and she'll smile at anyone, buy them, just so that they give something. She's in the center of every big activity being raised. One twirl of that hair and someone is bound to donate 100 dollars (hell, maybe her persuasion skills is what we need in the Student Council to raise some money). Point is, she can convince anyone to do anything. Her own personal motto is "revolutionize the society". She studies and reads and creates.... Sometimes I'm willing to sit down, leave all my activites, just to listen to one of her recently hatched up plans. In school, she's not popular. She's just not. She's too smart and 'socially preoccupied' to be part of the popular circle of girls. She's not interested in making boys fall at her feet, she rather have a serious relationship and call it off when necessary. Jackie might not know it, but I admire her, just like half the men at school admire her, but think she's serious and not the 'fuckable type', but secretly know they would love to date her. That's how it works. She's TRULY A "JACKIE", not a "MARILYN".

And then my father goes and opens his big mouth. "Actually I like it that she's shallow [talking about Alexia] would do you some good to be a TEENSY bit more shallow Jackie, but just a TIIIIINY bit"

I understood him, and my mom, who's been married to him for nearly 20 years now understood him, but Jackie wasn't exactly quiet understanding about the subject, though I DID try to explain what he meant. He DOES have a point (or maybe I just think too much like him)... but... at the same time I understand her too.

Rink Reinard, is Jacqueline Marie's adoration. I can bet half the things she does is just to see her father smile... a TIIIIINY bit. But. Nonetheless.... under those pretty french features, and that "I'm an angel" face, lies a character that... I'd just step away from under infuriated circumstances. "Shallow" in Jackie's world, is the voice of insult and the cause of every possible evil in this planet. She hates shallow people, though she hides it perfectly. I know how she feels, and probably am the only person to know about this because I'm her brother.

She basically can't stand Alexia, though she will, just for the heck of family (and because she's secretly always had a crush on Tony). She hides it perfectly well. Though I'm starting to think Alexia is growing into her, because the other night Jackie even climbed a balcony to get Alexia out of trouble.

Still, we're teenagers, though I'm almost an adult. You need to handle us with extreme care, I thought Dad would know this by now, since I wasn't exactly an easy going teen. Jackie is a blessing next to me.

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SO... TO MY POINT.

Last night, I arrive to MY HOUSE, and I SEE JACQUELINE MARIE MAKING OUT with DANIEL. Oh no, NOT JUST MAKING OUT, his TONGUE WAS NEARLY DOWN HER THROAT and she was PRESSED against the wall as if he'd JUST TAKE HER RIGHT THERE, IN THE ENTRANCE OF MY HOUSE.

And that's not the worst part.... apparently THEY'RE DATING. OF ALL THE PEOPLE... IN THE STUPID WORLD.... WHY HIM!?! Oh, she says she likes him, and that she can do whatever the fuck she wants, but that PISSES me of even more. THAT ASSHOLE could do ANYTHING to my SISTER!? I've SPENT half my life protecting her from ASSHOLES and here she comes with the biggest one of them all! AHHHHHHHHH!!

My mom's been talking to her a lot: oh mind you, my mother is a hornball, I'm SURE she's not telling her to stop dating or leave him or anything. She's probably trying to appease her daughter and at least get her to the point where they talk everything among themselves (which they always happen to do). I could hear them GIGGLING last night, which just served to piss me further off.

She has a beautiful voice too. In this activity at the convention center, where she wants my band to play, she's singing.

WHY... WHY DANIEL?

Not only that, she refuses to talk with ME or DAD. With me because we had a huge fight, with dad, because, and this I heard:

"I'm not shallow enough to speak to daddy... Rest assured, when I AM, I'LL give him a hug."

This is my infamous sister (and her soon to be dead boyfriend, I even fixed his picture a bit, so he would look more like I want him)

Acquisition of Senses and Wrong debates

I broke up with Alexia. Finally.

I'm currently dating Natalie Vanderbilt:

The rumor's already started we make the 'perfect couple'. Well, you do have the Student Council President dating the sexiest girl in the school campus. Why are we to be shocked? My fan club is a little disappointed, though I got a little card this morning "We'll love you forever!". Very nice of them.

I have several things pending:

- Natalie is sure to become my co-star. She certainly measures up for the role. Mm. I'm going out to dinner with her tonight.

Tomorrow, I'm going to the Convention Center to play with my band: Promise to Jackie.

I'm worried she's getting into too much trouble with all her causes and pro-activities...

Nightmare

I'm finally a senior.

And the school term has finally started.

I'm "dating" Alexia. Yes, "DATING". It's all part of her "master scheme" to become popular. I don't really know why I'm going along with it. Probably because she desperately wishes to be popular, and deep inside I really do want to help people become someone. Other than that I don't know why I'm doing it.

Natalie Vanderbuilt and I are into something. I don't give explanations concerning my actions. I told her that she would have to wait. She answered she didn't mind. That's good, cause she IS the most popular girl in school and she's hot, so I'll probably start dating her as soon as I'm done with all this pact Alexia related.

Why did I get into this again?

Sacre Coeur- -

Now Alexia has a blog.

What is this world coming to? If you want to entertain yourself switch back and forth from this blog to hers. The contrast is fascinating.

This is a very short entry, because, as Student Council President I have duties to run.

Yes. The whole school is at my feet. I personally am NOT the sports type, unless it's F1, as I've mentioned.

However, I am the "popular type". I even have my own fan club, which is very interesting. I play in a band, though, that's my hobbie more than anything.

I'm not in the mood to talk. I just wanted to express my gratitude to my fan club: I really enjoyed the cake they made for me.

And I also wanted to 'comment' about certain people who seem not to appreciate, just how refined the name "Reinard" is, and how much people in the world would love to have such a distinguished name. Then again, as my father constantly tells me, the world is full of drama queens, I might just have found a new type: the 'spoiled' drama queens. Indeed.

I shouldn't worry. Fuck. I've got duties.